To me 32 years, it is married also two children. In a youth and then long enough time at me not so was with girls, did not develop. Like the God has offended nothing, but pair of the first unsuccessful experiences have shaken in me self-esteem and I in addition began concern a female badly. To strong and independent girls in general hesitated to approach, shy was enough. Вообщем as a result has earned to itself a heap of complexes concerning girls, the beginnings lightly them to concern, accordingly and they to me. Then, year already in 24, has decided to wait the girl, dreamt and dreamt of the princess, instead of simply to communicate with terrestrial normal women. Then it seemed to me, that I at last have found the unique. We have met, have got married, but later 3 years I have understood, that married not the girl whom I love, and on the thought up ideal. It actually the good and true wife, careful mum, but - unloved. Recently sex began not to suffice simply catastrophically. It does all that can, and I do not want it even. I have understood, that later 3 years to me even to kiss it unpleasantly. Also my old complex - my man's невостребованность began to be shown more strongly. Began to regret, that treated badly girls, that negative experience has affected all it and as a result that I simply was not developed. Me does not suffice female нимания, I feel, that I do not respect myself for it. While like young, it is possible to make up for lost time, and on the other hand - at me the wife and children. I do not know what to do, someone can something will advise. Somehow it is strong this situation loads me and does not allow to live it is high-grade.
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